Awkwardly stood there.
And I awkwardly looked at them.
...........And then we both seemed to acknowledge our mutual failure at acting with acceptable social decorum.
I launched into a smiley welcome and the father asked me to "give us the real tour" while the son twisted his UVM brochure tighter...tighter....tighter...tighter.....
They were tall, thin, similar builds. Runners I later learned. They had travelled here from Michigan and were doing the college tour during spring break.
"Give us the real tour!"
I had to think for a minute. What does that even mean? I have two weeks left of classes before my life as an undergraduate comes to a bitter-sweet end and yet I couldn't just launch into anything "real" without pausing.
Pause.
The university system is such a system! The "real" deal is that you have to work that system. Pay a small fortune, hope you land somewhere you mildly enjoy, find people to create a home with, a subject that inspires and impassions some part of you and do it all within a pretty rigid system created way before you got here, that will last way after you leave.
This all went flying through my brain as I stared at Father and son Mid-west. What came out of my mouth was. Burlington is stellar. UVM is fun. Beer is plentiful. Professors are approachable. The Mountains are fun to hike.
Because I in reality all of those things are true. And the father paying the thousands of dollars to send his son here wants to hear those things. And I honestly wanted to say them. Because I love this school and this town and these people. Even with it's long-ass winters, hard-ass president, and stupid-ass hippies.
When the Michigan men left, I had to laugh at how quickly I became UVM's cheerleader.
I may have worked the system, but the system worked me too.
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